HELLO BLOGGER! life has been fantastic. interesting dilemmas but none the less its been great. i got a new job which has been great so far! so all my friends come visit me at the boiling crab in rowland heights! this week i'm working a total of 37 hours with two 9 hour shifts! the rest a 8 hour shift and 6 hour shifts. UGH kicks my ass! but the tips come in really heavy and the hours are great cuz i'm getting paid :] school has been great too. i still love my teachers hahaha which in fact my english class is still the shit. lolol. within the the next month or so somebody i care about will be leaving for who knows how long. weird how things turn out like this. on a heavier note i guess you can say certain things in my life are in a little cloud of confusion. unsure on what to do. what to say. or how to react. nothing big tho.

funny how when i read my past posts i can see all the areas on where i've changed to the person i am today. hahaha its a good thing tho. i love the ways things have turned out for myself. and in life you start to understand all those sayings of "you only live once", "make the best of what you got", "dance like no ones watching", you know all those kinda quotes cuz truth is its all so fucking true. about 95% of them. and as cliche as they are i've come to live by these simple factors of life. because these simple facts is what helps you strive for a better happier and healthier life. no more grudges, no more bullshit, no more anger, no more stubborn-ness. its all about accepting, forgiving, loving, caring and always staying true to who you are. and in order to make those around you happy you must first and fore most be happy with yourself. and whats even better is that when you're accepting of your life, you are accepting of death and once you are accepting of these two simple concepts you have reached a complete state of peace and appreciation of your life that you will live your life fully and greatly, leave nothing behind and live your life with absolutely no regrets :]

anyways i'm done with this post. so good night dears <3


oh and heres a picture. i've been having quite an obsession with this boy justin bieber. his songs are so adorable and steal my heart especially "love me"