sometimes i stop to wonder if what i'm doing is right. and sometimes life just likes to get real rough with you, where you sit there and look around and think well fuck. what next? and even though you know what needs to be done or what you need to done it just gets real difficult. i guess when they say its alot easier said then done is quite the accurate statement. sheesh.

life is good on a lighter note tho :] alot of things i've been looking forward too. and alot of shit i want to hurry up and get done!! yeeeuuuh. i got to save up 1200 dollars. so lets make this shit happen!