gosh some nights i feel so bitter with life and then on the nights like these i wonder WHATS WRONG WITH ME. i have great friends and an even greater family. i have nothing to even be bitter about. hahaha today i had an amazing day with vickie and emily we basically did nothing for 7 hours but talked all god damn day. and had some intense deep fucking conversations. but those are the nights i live for! shit. hahahaha. family life is so great. i love my family. without them i don't know what i'd do or who i'd be. and i can say for them that they all feel the same too. we live everyday of our lives for eachother. we take care of eachother. we hang out with eachother. we are eachothers best friends. its crazy to see my family so fucking close to eachother that we talk about everything and do everything with eachother. and i hope when i get older my family that i have will be the exact same way. my mom always says "god if we just had some money our lives would be absolutely complete. but even with the little money we do have, we have so much fun with eachother that money doesn't even seem like an issue cause we're always so happy" and i agree completely. i am so lucky to have the family that i have. and i wouldn't want it any other way. and even tho we don't have alot, we still have everything in our hands because we have eachother :]


gosh so many lolly gaggin talk of family hahahaha but i just felt like writing about my family and saying how much i love them but words couldn't even truly describe lolol. anyways i've had a good day and a good night. and i hope i continue to have nights like these :]