life has been good. no stress. no problems. just easy living. its funny to think about my life two months ago and how shit was just sooo different. how my life and everything in it were different in so many ways. and i see the life i am living right now and how its so much easier and how stress free it truly is. you know.. its so easy to forgive people but its so much harder to forgive when you're so resentful and its better to just forget instead of even forgiving.
i am looking forward to my future and the next months that come ahead of me. i want to move out of socal by the next year to two years. and i'm going to figure out alot of shit but i just seriously want to get the fuck out of here. and for sure move out and move up north. i feel like what i need in life isn't here. i won't find it down here. i know theres more out there for me in life and its not here. i already know the whole la scene and everything else. i'm over all of it. i need MORE. i'm seeking for something that doesn't even exist. and you know what else? its OKAY. because life is okay. life is good. life is great. life is calm. and soothing and jesus. this music i am listening to puts my whole body and mind to such ease.
i am so sorry. but i just can't. i think about everything. and i can't. not anymore. i am sorry. but i will no longer be there for you at all. in any way shape or form. i am making myself invisible to you. please understand.
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I just want to get up and go. not worry about anything and just switch to a whole different setting and experience that.
and you should go and experience that. its what i need to go out and do
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