its funny to see yourself so caught up in lie, that'd it'd be pathetic to finally come clean about it. and to see yourself in the mirror you justify yourself as the lie. and i feel sorry for you.

i do not understand. why all the things i consider being worth my time, all have to be so far away. no fun! i need to fix this issue real quick! ughhh


"a minute of perfection was worth the effort. a moment was the most you could ever expect from perfection."

"its only after we've lost everything, that we are free to do anything."

"the best way is not to fight it, just go. don't be trying all the time to fix things. what you run from only stays with you longer. when you fight something, you only make it stronger."

"its so hard to forget pain, but its even harder to remember sweetness. we have no scar to show for happiness. we learn so little from peace."

"Drugs or overeating or alcohol or sex, it was all just another way to find peace. To escape what we know. Our education. Our bite of the apple."

"the unreal is more powerful than the real, because nothing is as perfect as you can imagine it."

"only through destroying myself can i discover the greater power of my spirit"

"if you don't know what you want, you end up with alot you don't."


all quotes by chuck palahniuk.
all quotes that i feel, relate too, understand, am, been through, and going through.