wow what a night... HAHA had so much fun. and just danced my life away. and stayed away from all creepers and weirdos. why are guys so fucking gross. seriously. guys really think girls go out to get guys and dance with them but its the complete opposite for me. i don't want to dance with nobody but myself. i don't want nobody talking to me no nothing. but i guess if i put myself in a situation its bound to happen for somebody to try and pull something. somebody came up to me telling me they're making a music video for trance electro music and they want me to dance in the video. HAHAHAHA wtf right?! LOL anyways world.. my life has been alrite. starting to look up.. i think? haha just doing whatever i can to just keep my mind away from him. its hard. i didn't think it'd be this hard. but i know as soon as i get over the hard part. everything else will be a breeze. so i'm coping with it. trying not to cry about it anymore. even though its kind of hard. i just keep it in. and keep my head up cuz thats all i can do right now. and i know i will find my true meaning of happiness again... i need to start reading again. keep me entertained when i aint doing shit during the day. its summer and it seems like the only times there is really anything to do is during the night hahaha. anyways world. its 330 once again and i think its time for me to finally fall asleep.