you know whats funny? i was writing a vent post in here that i actually couldn't stand being shown to the public so i had to send it to him. like an idiot. but its okay. i was reading some of these amazing quotes. and i can't seem to get them out of my mind. cause they're so real. and so true.

"its only after you've lost everything that you're free to do anything"

"What I want is to be needed. What I need is to be indispensable to somebody. Who I need is somebody that will eat up all my free time, my ego, my attention. Somebody addicted to me. A mutual addiction."

"Drugs or overeating or alcohol or sex, it was all just another way to find peace. To escape what we know. Our education. Our bite of the apple."

"It's so hard to forget pain, but it's even harder to remember sweetness. We have no scar to show for happiness. We learn so little from peace."


anyways this is my post for the night. i don't know what else to say right now. cuz i'm kind of speechless. i don't get it. is it that hard for people to simply open their hearts? to tell people how they feel whats going on. whether it hurts them or not. i'm the one person who can handle the truth. and if the truth hurts. i'll deal with it better knowing that, that is the truth other then wondering what the truth is