my heart has been driving me crazy this past week. i don't know whats going on. and i don't know why i'm feeling this. well.. i do know why i'm feeling this but i don't get it. i don't understand it. and i want it to end. and i want it to stop. UGH. drives me nuts! but its okay. i'm sure this mere phase will pass over :]


i really hope i get this job that i'm trying to apply too!!!