life has been nothing but amazing. sure there are its ups and downs but other then that. its just great. high school is basically over and fucking a man i'm so happy. i've been waiting for this day for fucking ever. YAY! class of 09 we finally did ittttt hahhaha. dang on a shittier note i'm fucking sick. LOL but finally getting better. i was so sick it was terrible i had body aches, headaches, chest pains, coughing, high fever, hot cold chills, fatigue, lightheaded. i couldn't move couldn't do anything. i laid in bed all day and fucking ached my ass away and fucking just sweated balls. it was ridiculous. i was hurting so bad i cried. YES i cried. can you believe that? i don't even know how i got over it. all my friends had to go to the doctors and get antibiotics and all this shit for it. but i'm just trying to fight it off without wasting money going to the doctors. adn jesus my chest still hurts ): and my voice is GONE. i've never lost my voice but it sure does sound funny. hahahahaha :]

anyways me and austin are good. i love my boyfriend. i don't know why i ever feel like... i doubt him or i doubt the relationship and sometimes i feel like i start to doubt my self. but theres always somebody there to make things better. i guess i'm house sitting for my aunt this weekend with austin and we get the whole house to ourselves. i wish she had a pool or something but its such a cozy house i love it! hahahah
anyways i'll post pictures later or something. i'm kind of tired and i just felt like writing :]



BTW VIVIENNE CHIANG I CAN'T READ ANY OF YOUR POSTS ): MAKES ME SAD. it says i need to be invited to read them