life is great and day by day i feel things getting better. i am constantly learning new things. and going through the process of "self realization" once again. its always a good process and it helps me grow as a person. and i'm glad i'm going through it. i can feel myself going through it. :] and my life as of right now is too... great. no problems. just getting through life like a breeze. it is a good feeling. the only problems is the fact that i'm still getting through the recovery of my sickness. my grades are falling. and i'm too lazy to do anything about it. god damnit. i just need to straighten up my act and other then that. I'M GOOOOOD :]

oh and i need to get the mini fixed :[ poor car