i never believed in pms. but i realized i continually get my extreme intense psycho pms 3 days before my period... everytime. its ridiculous. :[ makes me feel like an asshole. oh well. i guess this is what i get for being a girl :]

i really miss livejournal and blogging it all the time. even though i still write in my livejournal its all private posts... and me venting and ranting on about stupid shit. but i guess its always been my way of letting it out. i still want to write a book as well. i have so many ideas on how to put it together. how to set up each chapter. and i'm actually extremely stoked to do it. its one of my top ten things to do before i die. to publish a book. and it is going to be awesome :] i used to love these days. writing about stupid shit late at night. i don't do that anymore. i started having this routine in life that i've never quite had before. maybe its because i feel like so many things have changed from the past year or so. my morals, the way i think, the way i percieve life, people, everything has changed. but its all changed in so much of a better way. anyways i'm going to go now. i must wash my face xP