HAPPY NEW YEAR :] welcome 2010

wow 2009 was full of memories. many bad ones and good ones. i didn't see my 2009 year being productive in any way. i don't see any progression. but i know one thing for sure i've gone through so much shit this year that i almost see it unfair but life is unfair and you keep going. and i've gotten so much stronger this year that i can only wonder how much stronger and how much more wisdom i can get. its the beautiful part about life. wisdom. i've learned so much this year as well that the knowledge and capacity of everything i have been taught is almost difficult to even fathom and grasp the thought of it all. its hard to accept all the things i've learned but day by day its getting easier. thank you god and thank you family for everything you've done and we have done together this year. without you i am nothing.


impermanence. nothing lasts.