summmmmer

wow.. life is.. too good. hahaha. i have no complaints about anything really. except for the fact that i have to take a semester off :[. but i understand my families position right now and i'm not going to cry about it. i'll start winter sesh and get shit started then :] everything about life is soo.. interesting to me. everyday is a different day and a new opportunity to make it better.

my heart is in so many different places right now. its ridiculous. all i know for sure is the fact that i'm not ready for any sort of real committed relationship anytime soon. i'm the kind of girl who likes commitment too. but now i don't want that. but who knows. what if i met some amazing guy who i was willing to commit to again. but i doubt that'll happen :] i haven't been looking for anybody really. i'm content with where i'm at. i like the way things are. i'm in the best position right now. my age. the time of the year. and the circumstances of everything. is too fucking perfect for me. everything is going right for me. and its a great accomplished feeling. all i want is too seek my happiness. i realized i enjoy my home life the most above all... i love being at home at night with my family. its the most content and the most joy i get out of life.

i love growing up. and i love learning new things. coming across new people. and meeting new people. life is amazing. life is beautiful. and i think everybody should experience life at its best. i guess through all the bull shit. a prize does come after. i knew it would. i've found real peace!! :] goodnightttt