life has been more then amazing to me. weekend was fantastic :D saturday consisted of hanging out with my 2nd family and austin. rolling around in bryces moms van with all 7 of us. bumping music. busting missions. kickin it. going to the park til 4 in the morning while they play hide and seek with a massive spotlight flashlight. running and driving away from the cops. and having the time of our lives just like we were kids again. i love them because they remind me of who we used to be and who we all became.

honestly i'm so over high school. and i don't say this like all those other kids who say it yet you can tell they live for high school and the drama. i really have grown out of it. some girls i TA for were even saying to me "you know you seem so much older then every senior year at this school. you seem like you've been through so much stuff and that you are way older then your actual age" and its so true. everybody at my school still seem like KIDS to me. this isn't anything like me feeling better then the rest. its just the fact that everything they are doing now and going through now i went through it my freshman year. the partying drama and all that bullshit. i feel like i over partied myself. even though i still enjoy drinking and all that i don't enjoy it as much as when i first started and now i'm so much smarter about the way i drink and party. i can't wait to get the fuck out of there. i go through everyday the exact same and i don't have one really close friend there either. its not that i'm a loner i choose not to be friends with them cause the lives they are living now is the life i've already lived and am over. all my true friends don't even go there. the day that june 10th comes i'm peacing out to everybody and never talking to them again.

my computer randomly shut down
but at least blogger saves your posts :D anyways good bye!