oh man this weekend was super duper.. RANDOM. akward moments but overall a good time. and i don't even want to go into detail because i'm too lazy ;] i feel so weird that this is really my LAST year of high school. like wtf? after all these 12 years of my life i always expect and wait for the next year to be back in the same shit hole with the same fucking people but now its completely different. next year i won't see the same people. i won't be in the same shit hole and i'll be living a completely different life style. i'm glad i've grown out of the things that i should have grown out of in the next couple years. it'll give me a faster head start to getting my shit done! im so excited that its finally christmas season. i love the holidays puts me in the best and most stressful mood HAHA. the only stress i do get is from money though.

i've been writing alot again in my personal journal type of shit. it makes me feel so much better. i truly do enjoy writing poems and such. i feel artsy right now. and i feel like drawing or something... and i think i'm about to go do that


fuck the senior memory book. its so annoying!!!!! a;lskdjf;lkajsdf